....eek, week 17,18 where did you go? J's HM-Wk 19

WOW, time flies when you're NOT having fun, too!! Amazing! Sorry about not posting for the past couple of weeks, but I felt the blog needed a break from my running rants(though I have not done much running to rant about lately!), ya know? I know reading it can get boring. I have wanted to post about motivation to organize certain rooms of my house, but I knew that I wasn't motivated enough to begin tackling the challenge! Motivation to get motivated? With me, it's true! After going to the temple, though, I know I don't really have a choice. I've got to get motivated, and He will help me*and hopefully y'all, too?!*. Any advice out there from super-moms, or OCD's, or just someone who's been through the same battle?!

Just to let you know I haven't ran since I last posted!! Soooo many crazy things have gone on in our life, I've kind of been overloaded...I don't even want to post about them because it only brings negativity for me to think about it all. Anyway, long story short, we were able to finally go to the temple...And I feel like I can breathe again. Though not much has changed between Friday when we had all we could take, and Saturday after we left the temple....God held us and said everything would be okay, not too worry. I am trying so hard to hang onto that.

I wanted to run this morning, but my cyatic nerve has been giving me trouble...never knew I really had a problem! Anyway, I'm going to either run tonight or in the morning and see how it feels! I think I might have to give up the culprit of the nerve problem which is a pair of heels that are WAY high:P They're sooo cute though! I have to say they are not cute enough to endure that pain!

I'll post goals when I figure out 'where I am',

if you know what I mean.

Glad everyone is back!!!

Learning from Jenn

Ok so after reading Jenn's hmwk post after post, I got to thinking. I should really be doing this for myself. I am so good at loosing weight then putting it on (plus some!) So I printed out a picture of someone who is the size that i want to be, someone who is about my height and body build and wearing normal clothes. I was trying to make it more realistic and an easier goal. So, I printed it out and put taped it on our tredmil. Along with the picture, I taped up 2 sayings "Don't give up" and "You can do it". I figure if I look at that while I am running it will keep me motivated.

I also went onto the daily plate and found out that if I eat 1842 calories a day and run everyday I CAN loose 2 lbs a week. Now I put major emphasis on can because we all know everyones body is different and some weeks no matter what we do we dont loose and others we may loose a lot.

My next step it to get a hip hop aerobics dvd or something of the sort, so I can feel like I am back at the church with all my girls! p.s. a prego mj teaching aerobics would be so cute to watch.

So this is my goal, I am starting today. I planned out what I am eating today and how much I am exercising and I have 315 extra calories to eat today! YIPEE. haha

***** before and after pictures will be posted when I can take an after!

Just in need of a little encouragement here...

This week I tried 2 new recipes! Yay for me, right? 2 recipes in less than a week? At least for me, that's something to brag about! Here's the bad part: the food! They were terrible! I followed the directions to a "T", and they even resembled their magazine-picture-perfect counterparts, but they tasted nasty!

When we got out to eat, Joe-Z always likes to get something new. Me, I like to stick to the tried-and-true...and I'm never left disappointed! Joe-Z on the other hand...seems like he's barely ever happy with what he got and says he should've gotten what I did, LOL. This new recipe thing sounds an awful lot like our restaurant problem!

Has anyone else ever experienced this problem? I'm not one for trying new things, so maybe this is more common than I thought...do you have to try a certain number of recipes before you hit on a good one?

Please tell me I'm not the only one, unless I am...